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| Tuesday, August 1st, 2006 | | 10:58 pm |
election
me and b-don made it to St.CHA.... yep... I got a sun tan... i'm a vain asshole... i'm so pretty... check the mirror again and wait... who is that pretty boy? Oh wait that's me.... huck huck...(that's supposed to be a hick laugh) more like a dick laugh... you decide what mood i'm in... try to guess... people don't commonly respond to my livejournal posts.... so i'm asking everyone to decide my mood... make propositions and then vote on them... it'll be awesome.... i'm totally serious.... | | Sunday, June 18th, 2006 | | 12:03 pm |
changes?
what the fuck is changing... I used to get on here and be like "I feel healthier than I've ever felt". I was lying when I said that. I didn't feel healthy. I think I said that to make up for the fact that I didn't feel healthy at all. "Say it on livejournal and it will come true". Well fuck you livejournal! fuck you! | | Thursday, June 8th, 2006 | | 6:21 pm |
Middle class dropouts
Our water supply is either polluted or dried up. We in turn are forced into paying for water from a tap. We have no skills and none of us honestly want to work these shit jobs that we're being offered. We have no direction, and no options that seem to be worthwhile. No road leads us to happiness, or fully living. I've worked as a telemarketer, burger flipper, cashier, food assembly yahoo, bagger, newspaper delivery boy, and demolition stoolie. None of those jobs made me happy. The ends are supposed to justify the means. "i'm not happy at my workplace but it pays". We are disconnected from nearly every single thing that surrounds us. who honestly knows the name of the people that made our clothing, our plates, bowls, utensils, cars, or our homes. It's definitely not the company name branded on there but some person like you or I wondering if there are other options. we've all seen our parents go through it and watched them come home from work frustrated and angry, only to take it out on us. It seems that we've been give two real options. We were guaranteed success. Money was no real issue for our parents. It was thrown at us and yet we all seem to falter in succeeding. How is this? Maybe we don't want to succed in this world that has been constructed for us. The poor seem to often be given little resources to succeed(it's expected that they won't). But when we don't, people scratch their heads and say "but how can you just turn your back on that. You don't care do you?" OUR RESPONSE is blatant.... "No, we don't care" Our other option is to pursue happiness at the cost of being able to take care of ourselves.... we're dead either way... so go crazy | | Sunday, April 23rd, 2006 | | 7:58 pm |
well... i'm clearheaded to say the least... i want to travel but responsibilities must be confronted etc... Savannah and I have talked and talked and hashed things through... we're on a path that is undefined now... we don't need definitions any longer... at least i don't... these are my feelings.. I cannot put words in the mouths of those I love... I talk with this keyboard but these words seem to mean nothing... In other news... I feel as if I have been irresponsible with my health and the health of others... I am confronting that... I would like to have a community discussion in vermillion to confront these issues(mental health and physical)... Does May 2nd sound good? I hope that folks will be willing to hash these issues out in a responsible manner and that we can help each other understand what we need to confront and make it a natural process that does not need provocation(meetings etc..) | | Saturday, April 8th, 2006 | | 7:18 pm |
oh wow... patrick jones head butted me... didn't see that coming... kinda wierd... worried about him. I thought about stomping his face in but it wouldn't have solved anything. just woulda upset me... good thing I didn't do that... saw that wierd eric kid today... apparantely he's been stealing stuff from the ranch. He came out to the ranch today and we caught him messin around inside kristas truck. We confronted him. I told him that where I'm from, people don't get a second chance when it comes to that kinda shit. He brought all the stuff he had in his car back into the ranch house and then bolted. He told us that taking our shit was part of some kinda wierd social experiment. motherfucker's lucky we don't target him as a narc... considering who introduced him to our group in the first place. | | Friday, March 3rd, 2006 | | 4:02 am |
MD fest strategic gathering!!!!!!
In the winter of the year of our lord... 2006... a prophecy was born There entered the room a robed man(a bath robed man) this was no ordinary man this was no ordinary bathrobe this bathrobe had fluffy clouds and a light blue sky illuminating from it's pure essence.... And the man in the robe, with his shining yellow teeth, and his massive glistening pectorals, began to speak... And of what did he speak? Of a festival of epic proportions... the kind of proportions that lead to vomatoriums and shitty fantasy metal songs... When he spaketh the ground shook from the pure glory of these words... AND HE SPAKETH.... "THOSE OF YOU WHO DESIRE DRUNKENESS>>>>FOR THOSE OF YOU DESIRING A GAWD AWFUL HANGOVER>>>YOU SHALL AWAIT NO LONGER>>>FOR THE TIME HAS COME>>>>" And what time has come you might ask.... Well the bath robed man shall telleth.... "M D FEST!!!!!!" "IT SHALL BE IN THE SUMMER OF 06' THAT BRANDON THE KING OF ALL MANHOOD SHALL DESCEND UPON YOU WITH HIS GLOWING, MASSIVE TESTICLES DRIPPING OF MADDD DAAWWWGGG. AND HE WILL BRING WITH HIM MUSIC FOR THE AGES(21 and up for legal reasons). AND YOU WILL KNOW HE IS CHRISTIAN BY HIS LOVE, BY HIS LOVE. " THIS SATURDAY THERE SHALL BEith A STRATEGIC GATHERING CALLED MINI MD FEST WHERE WE SHALL CALL UPON THE KING TO DESCEND FORTH UPON US AND GIVETH US HIS UNDYING WISDOM OF COMPLETE STUPIDITY. AND TEACHETH US HE SHALL. MANY A THING HE SHALL TEACHETH US. LIKE HOW TO GET LAID BY HOT CHICKS. OH YEAH BABY OH YEAH!!! SO BRING FORTH YOUR MAD DAWG TO THE HOUSE OF OUR KING THIS SATURDAY NIGHT(THE 4th of MARCH) AND PAY HOMAGE. WOOORRRD! SEE YOU IN BROOKINGS | | Sunday, February 19th, 2006 | | 5:19 pm |
hitchiked into town(vermillion) today. The sun was awesome and so was the cold. Very bright and deserted. nice... I'll be here until tuesday morn. I felt alone as I walked. Very good. I saw the indifference in peoples eyes. The disgust. The contempt. The hatred. It was good though. Cuz someone picked me up. Feeling healthier than ever. I love all of you.... Phil | | Saturday, February 18th, 2006 | | 7:35 pm |
| | Thursday, February 16th, 2006 | | 11:58 pm |
| | Saturday, February 11th, 2006 | | 1:00 pm |
uggghhhh!!!!
I just want to lie in bed, fall asleep, and dream forever, and never wake up.... But alas, I descend into the realm of the workplace once again. It used to be that i would get horribly upset. Now it's just a sigh and a banal acceptance of it. Yes, the world sucks children.... the sooner you realize this the easier it will be. The trick is to let your hopes and dreams die. You can do this several ways: 1:you can say that your hopes are too lofty and idealistic to work 2:you can change your worldview to where your hopes and dreams are that of every stupid fuck wandering around(get a job, get a house and a mortgage, get a spouse, and get some little kids to raise in this horribly overpopulated, overpolluted environment!) yes kill your dreams my sheep. But who amongst you will be the first lamb? I guess I will.... I'll see you after work | | Thursday, February 2nd, 2006 | | 4:20 am |
Yo yo yo
staring at a blinking light the computer hums and stutters and if I listen too close, my mind shutters I think i trained myself to ignore the buzz of modern technology Cuz if you start to listen the sound l' pierce yer ears and mess with yer psychology Uhh... I think I'm trying to hard to rhyme. Is that a crime? I don't think so. but if it is I hope I don't end up on death row Oh. My. God!!! Todd... Rhymes with... Odd. SAUD? E Arabia. I would pierce it if I had a labia. Maybe uhh... What to say about the tea I'm drinking? Well first off... It's Echinacea! I know someone with rosacea. I'm tired again. goodnight... is where my dreams begin | | Tuesday, January 24th, 2006 | | 12:59 am |
First Post and new job
I gots a new job working @ a place that makes these amazing fuckin burritos. it doesn't ever get busy and they let me take as much food and drink from the gas station/convenience store, that it is located in, as I want. I booked a show @ the house on Saturday... The Wrights and The Layered Cakes are playing Oh and so am I...(junka diddle) The wrights are amazing and if you like dancing you'll love them... The Layered Cakes aren't my type of music. But for the genre they're in... They're pretty good... And I just suck The End |
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